I was having an ok day today until about lunch time. After that, I just kept thinking about stuff that would make me happy, yet at the same time, there were those little parts about it that took over and made me sad. This first thing concerns my birthday, which is in ten days, lol. But I'm having such a hard time figuring out what to do. God, having friends sucks. Lol, j/k.
During seventh, Hayley and I were just talking, and I swear to God, I do this thing were I can't focus on happy aspects of something, I have to dwell on the ones that make me sad, even though they are outnumbered by so many good ones.
Then, I was watching Everwood, very good show, but today it was all so sad, in a beautiful way, lol. I know it sounds cheesy, but I dunno, that show is just so cool, but I think it was most definitley created for the hopless romantic, heh.
Oh well, that's what's in my head now.
LE
