Sunday, October 29, 2006
So Halloween is on Tuesday! Whewt! But this will be the first year I don't go trick or treating. Which is a little sad, seeing as I love free candy. But I don't have a costume, really haven't had a good one since 3rd grade when I could still fit into those costumes you buy from the magazines. But last night we went over to Jareds. It was a lot of fun, but the spider web things kept attacking our faces. We watched Chucky's Bride just until The Shinning came on. The first movie was really stupid. I have to say. And it ended up really gross. But seriously they are dolls, what can dolls do? And the Tiffany one kept flip flopping, one minute it was "No they're nice, leave them alone" Then the next "OMG! Let's kill shit now!" So it was strange. There was a guy in the credits named Slam Andrews, and I swear, people couldn't let it go. It got kinda annoying when everyone was saying it through the second movie. I've only seen a part of The Shinning and it was the TV edited version, so I really wanted to see the real one and such. But everyone kept talking and laughing, so the movie ended up not being scary at all. Lame. I guess I got really grouchy and was yelling at everyone a lot, so I appoligise, but I really just wanted to watch it!
Anyways, it was still a lot of fun. Now today I'm stuck doing my stupid timeline. Wich really sucks a lot. I'm like halfway done which means a lot more work to go. Then I need to draw stupid pictures. Oh well. I'll live I guess. Ttyl.
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
2:36 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
On Friday, we had our last rehersal of the season. It went pretty good, we had quite a few pep talks though. Then we did the members only run. We didn't get one last year, and I didn't know that it hadn't been a "naked run" except for that one year. Oh well. After we did our run which went pretty good, I went to Wendy's with Caitlin, Hayley, Mariah and Trevor. It was soo yummy :D. Then we all piled into the band room for the Candle Light Ceremony. People kept opening the doors through out it, I almost expected Bari to walk in "AHHHH! WTF are you doing?! There is no fire in schools, terrorists!" Althouh, when you read that, you have to think of his accent, lol. The ceremony last a really, really long time. I guess my parents got all worried because I told them I'd be done at 7 but was there until 10. Hayley lit my candle, and I lit Brooke's. Sangkuk and I were trying to guess who's candles people would light through the whole thing. I wasn't really expecting to light Brooke's either, I was kinda thinking of somone else, but then I started rambling about the freshman, and I'm like, ok, it would be weird to do someone from a different class...oh well. I did feel a little bad for Eric too, since he was last, and being last wouldn't matter if someone you knew and were friends with lit your candle, but if it was someone you didn't know, well, it wouldn't feel so great. I made it through the whole day with out crying, and even through the senior slideshow thing. But then when people were all hugging, I went up and hugged Sullivan, and I lost it. It sucked, cuz then as soon as I started, he felt all bad and handed me off to Gaylene, and I was trying to control myself, but it was hard. I felt so stupid too, cuz all day I was like "I don't understand why people are crying...nyeh" Well, I got my underwear from Michelishious, and left to go outside, cuz I was starting to feel sick, the room got really warm, and it was too sad. I caught up with Michelle on the way out, and got all teary again, cuz she was saying "I love you, you don't even know" and I got all sad. Well, I went home after that and crashed cuz I was so tired, and felt crappy.
I woke up at 5:30 the next morning, with a migrane. As the morning went on, I kept feeling worse and worse, the cold didn't help. Eventually, at the school I threw up, eww. I didn't want to get stuck on the bus in case I got sick again, so I rode up with Mariah's mom and dad, and her brother Jason. I felt kinda akward, but I just fell asleep for a while. The percussion bus broke, so I guess they all piled on to the other two. Glad I wasn't there, cuz I prolly would have gotten sick again, cuz I can get kinda claustrophobic sometimes. Then Sangkuk took Mitch's fone and started texting me, I think I used all of my texts for this month, lol. It was a really weird conversation, if we weren't just best friends, I woulda been kinda freaked. Lol AKWARD! But we were just jokeing around. It did kinda give me a panic attack at first though, cuz he was like "I love you, sangkuk." It was so random, I was sorta thinking in the back of my mind..."Maybe the bus blew up." Took me a few minutes to calm down. (Cuz things like that freak me out, and I can't get over it, so if I think something happened to someone, even though it would be totally irrational, I still freak). Lol, but nothing happened. Well, cuz of the bus thing, I got there ahead of everyone else, so I sat on Trevor's sax case till the buses got there. They did, I got dressed, and just chilled. When we did body warm up, Shannon and Nick were like "Are you ok?" Once Shannon started like, chanting. Go Ellie, Go Ellie. That made me laugh. Went to music warm up, not much news there. Then we preformed. Ugh, prelims were really pretty bad for me. I was really bitter towards Jessica G. and Maria (clarenet one). So we all piled onto the buses and went to go eat buffet food! Yay! It was better than last week though, lol. Our table made a mess...again. xD. Went back to the staduim, watched 5A, got dressed, and warmed up again. By this time, Holy Shiz, it was soooo damn cold! My finger tips were pretty much numb. But not quite, I could still feel them hurting, lol. Well, we proceeded to the tunnel.
Our Finals preformance, was.......nothing short of spectacular. I could feel how good it was gonna be as soon as we hit the field, because people were really damn loud! It was great, I guess it was my family that bought all of the noisy crap. *shinks into chair* I'm actually really glad they got all the stuff they did though. Anyways, the opener was amazing, I got so pumped, and the balled was great. Mrs. Wolfe was saying it made her cry. And the closer kicked ass!!! After we walked off the field, we huddled around, and got a pep talk from Sullivan. And I started crying again. But this time, they were "tears of joy". I never really got that concept 'till last night. Everyone felt so good about it. I was just hugging all of my friends, and I never wanted to let go. I felt really really lame crying though, I never thought that would be me, crying in front of my friends. But I justify it this way: if guys like Shane Packer start crying, it's not too girly looking if I do too. Cuz that's what I really don't like, appearing girly. Sometimes anyways, lol. But it was all happy at the same time. So whatever.
Well, we all filed into the stadium to watch 5A, Again! *rolls eyes* I froze. I was definitly wanting a group huddle by the time retreat started, lol. my coffee spilled on Mitch's gloves, I felt awful, although it was pretty funny when Talor slapped himself with one.
Mitch-Hey, Taylor, you should hit yourself in the face with that gove.
Taylor-OK! *slaps himself with the very coffee soaked glove* Ahhh, what the hell?
God it was funny. Well, Green Mountain got 4th. It was a little disapointing, cuz our show was so great. But it really doesn't matter. It would have been funny to watch Brandon and Shane make out if we won, cuz the kiss last week was the most amusing thing I had ever seen, just they way they were freaking out. Really funny. But yeah, I fell asleep on the bus, it was freaking cold though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I didn't go to Denny's, too tired. Came home, ate some Wheat Thins, and slept. Wooo!
GO GMHS BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
6:58 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
OMFG! It's snowing, and I'm sooo excited! Although, the timing of this storm isn't the best, I would love it just as much, probably more if it was next week sometime. Just after state, it was so cold last year, and I don't really want it to snow and extend the season. But if it comes to that, it's one more week to get better. I had a much better day today, kinda...there is one thing that's really getting to me...and I have no idea how to fix it. =( Mariah and I hung out in the auditorium today during 5th, and I played with her flags ^_^ Sooo much fun, I can't wait until next semester. Well, then we went to go play outside in the snow, I did a bunch of dances, mucho funo. But we got locked out, oops. So we went back into the school, the people in the office were looking at us strange, and we were also locked out of the auditorium from inside too. And Sullivan wasn't back yet...so we had to go to class with out our stuff, which wasn't too big a deal, since the only thing in there that was mine was my hoodie. But it was a fun little adventure.
So, I am going to answer those questions that are on Anthony's and Angie's blog right now:
1. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
Erm...I'll make this obvious, my sister
2.You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be?
Ummm, I don't like rap or hip-hop much, so I'd get rid of any artist that can only write songs about all the sex they've had, or the ones that talk about girls' asses and crap like that.
3.Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
Ummmmm...Parris Hilton. What a dumb ass
4.What is your favorite cheese?
Cheddar
5.You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your immediate disposal. What kind will you make?
The only sandwich I really like at all is a PB&J. Wooo!
6.You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie celebrity of your choice. We are talking no-strings-attached sex and it can only happen once. Who is the lucky celebrity of your choice?
I'd screw Daniel Radcliffe. I'll cast a magic spell with his wand! Hahaha,Or maybe I'll do Hayden Christiansen and mess with his lightsaber!!! sorry, couldn't just let ththose alone.
7.You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who do you pick?
Erm, probably Ryan Cabrera, or maybe Davy from AFI, just to say I slept with an emo person...
8. Now that you've slept with two different people in a row, you seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy shit, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it?
Well, sorry, being a whore isn't really all that fun to me, but I'd use the $100 and buy a bunch of new shoes or something girly. Or maybe I'll get a airsolf gun...yeah, I like that one better.
9.You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Hmmm, I think I'll go to Figi, I love the ocean/ beaches and the advertisements for those kinds of places look so cool!!!!!!!!
10.Upon arrival to the aforementioned location, you get off the plane and discover another hundred-dollar bill. Shit! Now that you are in the new location, what are you gonna do?
Stupid American tourists, we can't go anywhere with out leaving shit behind, can we?
Well, I'll take the money to the capital, and tell them to buy food for the country, it could probably feed at least 3/4 of the population?
11.An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. It is...?
I don't drink, I'll take some water, please.
12.Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there?
Rufus? Like the kid whos dad is a police officer in those french stories? Well, I would go to the stone age, and give an iPod to a caveman and watch him scream when the annoying, whiny songs of Simple Plan start blaring.
13.You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
No drugs, we don't need none of that shit here.
14.You have been given the opportunity to create the half-hour TV show of your own design. What is it called and what's the premise?
My show would be called "I see you" it's where you're watching someone stalk a person, but at the end you find out it's you, so you can't sleep at night! muhaha! Ok, no, that's creepy, I couldn't think of anything else though.
15.What is your favorite curse word?
Oh Shiz!!!!!!!!!!!!
16.One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything; they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Umm, challenge them to an ironic game of Egyptian Rat Screw.
17.Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don't worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what's the item?
Hmmm, maybe my camera (that contains my memory card)
18.The Angel of Death has descended upon you. Fortunately, the Angel of Death is pretty cool and in a good mood, and it offers you a half-hour to do whatever you want before you bite it. Whatcha gonna do in that half-hour?
Throw a giant party!!!!!! Wheee.
19.You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What's it gonna be?
"Daaaa...Jesus..."
20.You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
Ummm...if you know me well enough, you will know this answer.
21.You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
See 20
22.You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit... you can move to anywhere else in the world! Bitchin'! What country are you going to live in now?
Jamaica "Hey mon, where'd you get that watermellon?""Stacy's market, mon""OK!"
23.This question still counts, even for those of you who are under age. Check it out. You have been eternally banned from every single bar in the world except for ONE. Which one is it gonna be?
Don't drink, don't know bars.
24.Hopefully you didn't mention this in the super-powers question.... If you did, then we'll just expand on that. Check it out... Suddenly, you have gained the ability to FLOAT!!! Whose house are you going to float to first, and be like "Dude, check it out...I can FLOAT!"?
Jesus or Angie's house, and I'll be like, "I can float TOOOOOOOO!"
25.The constant absorption of magical moonbeams mixed with the radioactive vegetables you consumed earlier has given you the ability to resurrect the dead famous-person of your choice. So which celebrity will you bring back to life?
Steve Irwin. He was the only reason to watch the Animal Planet Chanel.
26.The Celestial Gates of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn't think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is still a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person, etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
Uhhh. Well, I don't really have any one to bring back *knocks on wood so hard!*
27.What's your theme song?
The Mario theme. Bleedp, dee deep, dee deep pa deep!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
8:58 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
Ahhh! 5 more days until it's all over!!!! Yay! Lol. I don't exactly feel like blogging, I wanna go play Lego Starwars. So It will be short
Bye!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
7:44 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
So I was going to go paintballing today with Sangkuk and Mitch, and some other kids, but I couldn't, and I didn't want to intrude on their pit gathering. Although, I thought it would have been loads of fun, I've always wanted to go, so when my dad told me no (30 min. before I would have had to meet them) I was kinda dissapointed. I had to stay home all day...and it sucked hardcore.
My entire family is fighting. It's really annoying, because here's how it played out. The cell phone thing....well, it really blew up in my face. I thought she would get in trouble for losing it, but I really didn't expect to be immidiately blamed for it. So when we had the dumb "family meeting" today, Hannah got away with taking the DVDs, because now I don't get to keep mine in my room, but she still gets to keep hers...wtf? Then my parents told me I had to give back the phone or else basically. I played dumb and acted like I didn't know what they were talking about, and put on this whole show. Here's why, yes I took, well...hid the phone, but I put it in a place where if someone looked, they would find it, and that would be the end of it. I acted like I didn't know where it was because I was really angry that when I asked politely if my mom would tell Hannah to stay the fuck out of my room, and to stop taking crap, she wouldn't. But as soon as something of Hannah's is missing, it's automatically my fault. No one even bothered to look for it at all, they just blamed me. That's why I got pissed and was screaming I didn't know where it was. Because if I truly didn't do it, I would have been screwed because a) nothing about my DVDs would have happened at all, and she would have completely gotten away with it, and b) if she lost it on her own, I would have been blamed and both my computer and my cell would have been taken away forever. So you can see why I was pissed about them jumping to conclusions like that when they had to real legitimate reason to accuse me of that. And now we have the rule that if someone complains, both of us get in trouble. So basically, if one of us wanted to, depending on the punishment, accuse the other person, and then they would automatically be in trouble. Or that person who did something would be able to get away with it completely, because the other person wouldn't be able to say, hey, something is wrong here with out getting grounded. Messed up yes?? However, I have to say, that if she dares to pull shit like that, I swear to god she'll be breathing from a fucking tube, if she's breathing at all.
So that whole episode pissed me off, and ruined the rest of the day completely for me. I haven't really said words to anyone in over 12 hours, and it's really annoying. I was totally emotional all day too, which sucks cuz I hate it when I'm like that, it's embarassing, and I don't like to be that sappy. Plus the smallest of things would upset me. You'd swear I was PMSing, but I wasn't, which was the worst part of it, I had nothing to blame it on. So basically, I feel like crap, and I live in a mad house where the little sibling gets all the pity and support, prolly cuz my dad was the youngest and got beaten up by his brother, but I wouldn't be surprised as to why, he can be such a complete jack ass. Don't think I could really blame my uncle.
Ok, well, I appologise if the language offened any of you. I'll move off of this stuff, since I whine about it so much. But when I can't scream at them, I have to put it somewhere so I don't go grab a cross bow and shoot them all.
Marching band updates:
Last Saturday was Pomona. It wasn't bad, we took seventh. The food was really good in between though. But the overwhelming scent that area has is pretty gross. There were some pretty annoying people behind us when we were watching the prelims of some bands, never give children air horns and balloons at a public event please.
Regionals was the following monday. Holy shiz it was cold! Really quite miserable, I froze, to say the least. But we won, of course.
Yesterday was the Friendship Cup...whooo. No one had ever been to it, lol. Our first run was decent, and we broke 80, coming in third for prelims. We had a break for lunch, and went to country buffet. *puke* ya, I really don't want to go there ever again. Or eat cheesecake or ketchup again either. Which is sad, my favorite dessert, and my favorite condiment. It was pretty funny when the lady clearing our plates called Sangkuk a girl though, and it was a totally innocent mistake too! Really amusing. Our finals preformance though, omg, it was totally amazing! Best show I've done, and I could seriously say I did good, with out going, uhhhh, yeah, it wasn't too shabby, how bout you? We went up over 4 points, and took second, with best visual and colorgard. Yay rams. We are also, as of this point, two points ahead of Rampart's regionals scores!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we still have one more week to go. Well, here's hopein'
My grandpa is in the hospital :( I felt bad cuz I didn't wanna go down there, cuz hospitals freak me out, but at least he didn't look all sick and stuff, like he did yesterday apparently. And it was prolly a good thing my aunt and uncle came too, otherwise it would have been pretty hostile in that room.
K, well, it's really late, I'm tired and angry, and just wanna forget today, so good night. Sleep tight.
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
11:04 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Ok, there are....maybe six people I am not completely pissed at or annoyed with in some way. Basically, if you want to know, those of you (wow, a resounding two!) who read/comment regularly on this blog + Angie, I'm not mad at you. The fact that you read has nothing to do with it though, it just so happens I'm not mad at you. Mostly I am angry with my sister, big surprise there, but she has pushed me over the edge. She came into my room, and stole half of my DVDs. I went downstairs over the weekend to look for them, found about the same number she took, but they were all different movies too, brought them to my room, came home last night, those were gone. The ironic/hypoctritical things? A few of them were movies she bought for me, and, because some of the movies belonged to "everyone", it was not O.K. for me to keep them in my room. To fix this problem, she hides them from everyone in her room. I am down to my wits end trying to deal with her coming into my room, taking my stuff, and either ruining it, not returning it, or leaving it in some random place. I mean, if you are gonna take my shit, wouldn't you think to return it to the exact place you found it in so I wouldn't know? It seems however this concept has failed her.
The other person I am really angry with is my mom. I have asked her time and time again to talk to Hannah about respecting my stuff. I did this only because I was sick of getting yelled at for picking fights and telling her myself not to do the crap she does. However, not once did she talk to her. So today, I was screaming at my mom, and asked her once more, rather rudely, to talk to her. She said no, she wouldn't when I was treating her this way. I have come to the conclusion that I have absolutely no respect in my own house. Everything I own I guess belongs to my sister, since my parents are not willing to do anything about it. I'm not alowed to take matters into my own hands, but when I ask nicely, I don't get results either. Something is fucked up here. So I'm not speaking to my mom, thinking of stealing all of Hannah's DVD's in her room until she gives me mine, and returns the ones everyone owns to a place where everyone can access them. I turned of her cell phone and hid it though, so she won't be able to find it. That will be fun to hear my parents scream at her all morning, yes?
There are also numerous people at school I see on a regular basis that are driving me up a wall too. I'm really getting tired of hearing people complain they don't have boyfriends, that our marching show isn't what it was last year at regionals, sick of Amelie being a bitch to people, and for the love of God, quit touching me unless I either ask you to, or have told you I don't mind. (In total again, there are two people. They are different than the ones previously mentioned). Leave me the hell alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Unless you are the first two people, then, since I am not mad at you, I'll talk and be normal with you. Sorry for my cryptic mind, I guess seeing as it's my blog I should be alowed to say exactly who it is I am mad at, and who I'm not. But, I don't want to be mad at people, I don't want to cause drama, because it's the most annoying thing ever, and since I have FP, the extreme of this will die down soon.
Whatever.
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
9:23 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Fall is definitely my favorite season of all. The trees are sooo pretty, until the leaves fall off anyways. But really, they are gorgeous! Not to mention the holidays and the activities. I have to say, corn mazes are such great entertainment, I hope get to go again like last year. Maybe we can play around at that creek again too. Ah yes, many good times. Then there is Halloween, and with Halloween comes haunted houses and CANDY!!! I wanna go to that one house, Thirteen Floors. They say it's so scary that almost no one makes it to the top, not even those buff, manly football players in the NFL. Omg, it sounds so much fun. And there's a Friday the 13 this year too...who will go with me and let me scream and cling to them? Lol. I hope I get to go to at least one haunted house too. Then there is Thanksgiving. A whole week with no school and the best food ever!!!!!!! Till Christmas anyways. So all in all, fall is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've designed my class ring that I'm gonna get, so I'm really excited. It's the A14 one, can't remeber the exact name, with an amethyst stone. It will be 10K white gold, (if I can convince my mom...lol), and on one side it has 2009 and the Ram design, and on the other the "band" picture. I would get the flute, but for some reason it has half of one behind a full sized one, and I think it looks absolutely retarded! Why they heck are there one and a half of a flutes on it!? It really bugs me. But the band one is pretty cool...even though there isn't even half of a flute...oh well, it's still cool, and it fully "tells my story". Then it's gonna be the style where everything is black, you know? And I'll get my full name engraved. Yay pretty jewlry. Hehe.
We have one day 'till Pomona, and we were supposed to have no school tomorrow, but we have rehersal. Should be fun though. I don't really care. All of you should come see us do what marching band does (Katlelyn Kellogg told me today that Denae said she "hates the band cuz we never go to the football games to support the team, and that's what marching band is for." Ya, why don't you go feed your kid, and shut the hell up? Dumbass cheerleaders...)
I bid thee farewell!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
7:23 PM