Thursday, November 24, 2005
So something went TERRIBLY wrong with my template! I have no idea what happened. But the santa would not show up, nor the little blinking lights below the posts and stuff. So I'm going back to this, omg I'm sooooo mad! Sorry guys. I guess I'll have to just keep looking, ARG!! I'M SO PISSED!!!!!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
10:07 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Hey all. Finally, it is Thanksgiving break! I have been needing a day off of school for a while now. Right now I'm babysitting, and we are gonna leave soon and go shopping lol. For guys, these two like to shop. Heh heh. Omg tho. For a two day week, it sure did suck!!! Arg, I'm so ticked at a lot of things! But sadly I can't discuss them here, I don't know who reads this thing anymore. W/e. But ya, no school for like 4 more days! W00t! So..............ya. Hary Potter is hott!! With two T's!!!! Haha, that Cedric guy too...but I said all that in the last post. So I'm gonna turn the comp over to D. Ya.
Devin:
So ya.Life sucks just like ellie said. i dont know why i need a baby sitter. i am old enough i think. so anyways.everything is boring and stupid i think you might agree with me.
LE: Heh. Ya from, the mouth of a 10 year old. XDXDXDXDXD. Kay, well, I g2g. L8ter!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
9:41 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Ok, so the past two days basically, were pretty awesome. Yesterday was Friday, what's not to love about that??? Buuuuuuuttt!! HARRY POTTER CAME OUT!! (But I am sure you are/were aware of this. Lmao) In the morning, I was rather saddened that I wouldn't get to see it for a while. But ya. Math sucked really bad, and English was worse. Mrs. Hurelle is so retarded. But at least I didn't have to use a late pass for not reading ^^. Government was decent, Gina and I discussed the ass-jerk. Lana and I had some interesting thoughts regarding feelings of our Founding Fathers, lmao, and then there was study hall. In French Mrs. Eggleston was in a rather good mood and so we had story time. We literally sat on the floor in a circle, she sat on the stool, and read us picture books. No joke. Erm lunch. Yes. Lmao, actually, it wasn't too bad. Uh, science was OK, we talked about snipe hunting, and cow tipping, XD, it was fun. Band..eh. I donno, not super, but not too bad.
After school, I sat around, and then Gina called. She, Paul and Shannon had and extra ticket to Harry Potter so I got to go!!!!!! Omg, I seriously did a HP dance! I went out to dinner with my family then, came home, drew a scar on my forehead and waited for Gina to come pick me up. The car ride was fun. When we finally got to the theater, we decided to go to Jamba Juice. Yummy! Ya, so we got back to the theater, there was a huge line XP but we got O.K. seats, not too incrediblly horrible. Ya. The movie. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in love! Lmao. Daniel Radcliffe, and that Cedric dude...*giggles* (I was kinda dissapointed I didn't get to go with Amy, we could have annoyed the boys to no end! Hehe!) There are just soooo many things I want to say. I absolutely loved the movie! If I could, I'd like give a description about EVERYTHING!!! But I can't. ^^
Today...heh. Well, seeing as I got back at 12:00 midnight. Lol. I was really tired. I had Model UN. I had to get up really early. Not fun. But I'm not going to comment too much on it. Let's just say I sucked it up badly, and I'm just glad Mrs. Clapham wasn't in the room when I was talking. I donno, I just froze. Prolly because with the last trial I was participating in, I knew absolutely every one in the room, and I was comfortable talking to them. So ya. Erica looked kinda dissapointed when we didn't win anything and I felt really guilty. There isn't much more to say with that. Although when I was coming home later, I was looking at all the snow on the mountains, and was like really really wanting to go snowboarding. So if any of you want to go with me...I'm not that bad. Arg, I want to go so badly!
So ya, that was my day. And right here I have to make a note about my Christmas blog template: So it wasn't supposed to go up until after Thanksgiving, but I mistakingly updated the code. So I have to fix a few things, cuz right now it looks a little weird still. I still haven't gotten comments up and running yet, but at the top there is a tag-board. And my all time favorite thing about this template is the music. I know last year I annoyed you with it a lot. Well, now as you can see if you look to the left of your screen, there is a box that is titled "Music" and under that, there are the titles of Christmas songs with other little boxes. If you want to listen to a song, just click the play button next to the one you wanna hear. Sweet huh? Ok, well, ya, HARRY POTTER!!!!
LE
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Ellie spilt her mind at:
8:01 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
OMG!!! HARRY POTTER COMES OUT IN EXACTLY ONE HOUR!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE THIS MOVE SOOOO BADLY! DANIEL RADCILFFE...WOW. HEHE. GOD, I WANT TO SEE IT SOOOOO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So absolutely no one is online, it is very depressing, as I never get to talk to anyone because they are never online. Oh, and I started working on my Christmas template. Ya, it's so cool. You guys are going to love it! Not only is there music, but it's not annoying!! It's amazing!!
It also snowed again today. I am in such a better mood then I have been lately. No doubt. He's still an ass though, Gina. But at lunch, Angie was taking pictures of me and Erin for her photography class, and I had a lot of fun doing it, playing in the snow. God I love snow. I love it to death.
Ok, well, it's getting late. Time for me to not go to sleep, but rather lay awake in bed and dream happy things. HARRY POTTER!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
12:00 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
Yay! It snowed again! I'm so excited! I love the snow ^^ I can't wait to go snowboarding. Anyways, there isn't too much to talk about here. My weekend was fairly dull, all of the activity included my sister's choir crap. Gawd, it's rather annoying to go to. Ya. But I am in a much better mood now. Because Christmas is coming, yay! I can't wait. I love Christmas. Today, I had Robin's. It was really annoying, I really don't like going anymore. Well, now I am at a loss of things to talk about, so I guess I end this. Bye!
LE
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Ellie spilt her mind at:
8:47 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Oh my god. I am such a freaking idiot! I am so pissed off at myself right now. I suppose your thinking "Why is she posting about this, and not explaining? It's not like she tells me either." So I guess I have to explain. In a nutshell, I was stupid, and fell for a guy, but I mean, who was I kidding right? This is a guy who could have who ever the hell he wants, and frankly I don't stand a chance. Why? Please, why would I have the slightest chance anyway? And I can't get him out of my head. There is more to all of this than that, but whatever.
But now I am really really angry with myself, and I feel like just crying again. Someone fix me.
LE
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Ellie spilt her mind at:
6:43 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
Hi y'all. So I just might have some stuff to talk about that could interest you! Yay! So anyways, today was the band banquet. First I had to go to Robins, but I got to leave early (Yes! hehe), then we sped home (not really, lmao) I changed and stuff, realized I had a bleach spot on my shirt, struggled to find my jean jacket and then we left. My sister and I argued in the car, big surprise there, and then when we got there, we had to wait forever to get our food. I officially changed my last name to Smith so I could cut in line to get food faster, lol. I sat with Amy and Laura, Annie and Lindsey, and a few other people. A few of them were wondering why the term douche was so offensive, so Amy and I had to tell them, lmao. After I ate, I just kinda talked to people. I basically left the guys alone though, I think they might be getting annoyed with my presence. I should probably stop being so abusive to Sangkuk too, cuz it's not exactly the nicest way to say "Hey, what's up! to kick him. Tsch. So we watched the percussion do their awards, I think theirs were the longest, every one gave everyone something, lol. But it was fun to watch. Then the colorgard went, then us. Our's were sooo funny. Our awards were so much fun, mine was the "I throw rocks at boys" award, I think Amy's was the "I complain about everything" award (something like that, lol) and Tori's was the "Spider man is my love" award. XD. They were all really amusing, and I can remember most of them, lol. Also, the flutes got really cool hoodies with GMHS Flutes on the front, and our last names on the hoods. They are sweet. Also, we got a tube sock filled with candy, a candle and army men, XD. Well, then the clarinets went up, and then the trumpets, and Amy and I decided we couldn't see, so we went to go stand in the back with some of the other guys. Generally, I tried to leave them alone. We watched everyone else go up and stuff, and laughed at the retarded gifts they got, XD, and then Sullivan did the rest of the awards, the ones we voted for. And...then we went home! When I was out side, one of the tubas, I honestly can't remember his name right now, the one who had the nickname Elephant Seal?? Anyways, we tossed the seal around for a while, it was funny, but then it broke. I left, came home, and started to put together my music that I got copied (ya, I stole it Amy, hehehe), and now I'm here. Amazing huh??? Lol.
So earlier on, I was having touble with one of my friends. See we compete a lot, with everything, like who has the better grads, better guy (tho I don't have a guy, lol) everything. And it was really ticking me off. I am afraid that it could cause things to go really badly, so I want to fix it. Fast. But I don't know how to talk to her without offending her. Well, ya, that's the part of the post that's about my life, XD.
Ok, time for bed, ttyl. Bye.
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
10:08 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Gah! I'm so stupid! What was I thinking?! I wasn't! Ugh. I'm just glad I realized it before it was too late and it did some major damage. If there ever could have been a too late. Eh, whatever.
My weekend was so insane. I did so much. NOT! Heehee. Ya, I did nothing. Wee. Except homework. I swear, I'm going to kill Mr. Anderson. That stupid cowboy! I had soo much math homework. It was insane! And it all took forever! *punches teacher* I watched a few movies, that was amusing, then I played around on mugglenet.com. That site can be so much fun for all of you HP fans. YAY!!!!! 12 days!!!!! I'm soooo excited. Daniel Radcliff is so HOTT!! Heehee ^^ Amy and I are going to write him fan mail, and say all these strange (and retarded) pick-up lines (well, I am anyway, XD) only spell them like the Brittish would. That shall be a large tihme (like that, lmao). Ya. But I can't wait to go!! Yay! Lol. Ya, well, school sux. And my life is a living hell in parts, and just boring in others. Bye
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
9:42 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
All I want to do is cry. Somehow, I just have to let this out. Talking about it never helps. Believe me, enough people know about my problems, however stupid they may be. Talking does nothing, words can't fix anything when there is nothing to be fixed, but everything is broken. What does it help to talk to someone about your problems with someone else, because you just can't bring your self to face the embarrassment of talking to that person? Of course being a girl doesn't help with this crap much...
Seeing as all I want to really do right now is cry, but the only time I can really start to cry is at school, there is nothing I can do. But at home, there is also no one to just listen to me cry. God that makes no sense. Seems selfish. But all I want is someone's shoulder who knows me who I can just cry on, and then I'll be ok. And normally crying on your mom's shoulder doesn't exactly do anything past the age of seven. I have no one right now, my house is empty. So I sit here, my face tear-streaked and my mascara running, and I think. That's all I can do. Think about what I want, think about what I don't want. Think about what I have, what I'll never have. Think about how I hide this, but don't want to hide it. Think about who I wish I could turn to, but can't. Think about my fear of my anger, and what it can do if it takes over. Think about who reads this. Think about what others think.
Ellie spilt her mind at:
5:35 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Ugh, I'm so sick of my life right now! I've been sooo stressed out. Right now, I feel like just crying, only I can't. So instead, I poked a hole in my hacky sack and I just spent the last twenty minutes taking all the beads out of it to work off my anger. And now my fingers hurt. Ya, that was how I took out my anger. I have that anger from the stupid French skit. I'm really worried about it. Oh well. I donno. I'm just not in the best of moods right now. *needs a hug* well, bye I guess, not a lot to say.
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
5:30 PM