Friday, November 24, 2006
Soo happy Thanksgiving everyone. Mine was pretty good, sorta stressful though. I woke up a little late from a horrible dream...but I don't want to talk about it. I went downstairs and played video games for a while to clear my head. Sorta added to my frustration however. Then I took a shower and cleaned my room to keep myself busy. My mom made me do a bunch of stuff for her, and every little thing made me so irritable. I had no explanation for why I kept getting so annoyed, but it did put me in a bad mood for a while. So I stayed in my room for a few hours and praticed the damn all state music because tryouts-well, all county, since I'm still a sophomore- are Wednesday. It really calmed me down, and put me in a much more pleasent mood. My family came over and we ate ravenously. Lol. All of us watched about the first half of the Broncos game, which turned out to be extremely dissapointing. Oh well. So it wasn't so bad, except about 4 people who eat the most didn't show up, and so we're stuck with more leftovers. If you'd like to hear my theory of leftovers, or want some of your own, let me know.
Last night, I had another weird dream, but no where near as disturbing as the night before. The main event was: After french class, I went to the band room, and everyone was just kind of sitting around. Suddenly, I had a huge bag of that plastic Easter grass people put in baskets, and I decided to spread it all over the room. So the whole room was green. Sullivan got all uber pissed, and I didn't speak up when he asked who did it. Instead I just sat there as he proceded to clean it up. Then he found my bottle of Tylenol I keep in my backpack, and figured out it was me. He wasn't mad, but somehow the grass that was already picked up was back in its place on the floor again. So I cleaned it up with one of those old school vacumes that aren't really vacumes at all since you just push them around and stuff gets picked up. Like those Swiffer carpet flicks. Ya, it was weird.
My mom and I later drove up to get tree cutting permits. I drove, and she pretty much won an award for the most frequent backseat driving. Ugh, it was soo irritating, and all it did was make me nervous. She kept going on about how many fatal accidents there are on 285 and such, and I mean, do you wanna think about that when you're driving? I think she's still freaked about the almost red light I ran a few nights ago, through Kipling and Jewell. But it was yellow up until the last 10 feet or so, I swear! Heh, now your moms are gonna be like "You are never getting in a car she's driving!" But it was better to go than stop, because I could have stopped, but it was a really close call, there was a possibility I would have gone out into the intersection, and by that time cars would have started to move. Ya. But the whole way up she was parranoid, and it definitly made me a little freaked out. We didn't die though. Then we went to the mall, the first time my mom has ever gone shopping the day after Thanksgiving. We ran into my Aunt and Uncle there, and I made a dent, if ever so slight in my Christmas shopping. But Areo is having a really good sale right now! Yes! Well, time to go. Gotta get farther in that stupid English book. Bye!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
4:59 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
November should be striken from the calendar, it is the worst month of them all! Who wants to hear about my bad day??
I got up late this morning, had to jump into my clothes, and run across the street to take care of my neighbor's pets. I was in a sucky mood already because I was operating on a megar 4 hours of sleep and was a little ticked with my parents. I was also angry for over sleeping. So I get there, their cat makes a mess with it's water dish, but they have hardwood floors so I have to clean it all up. Then I run back to my house, try to find some type of consumable, and get to school. I rush to the computer lab as soon as I get there to print out my homework from the night before, since, of course, my printer is lame. And my mom is too lazy to help and resfuses to log into her computer so I can print everything. I get to English after my mad dash around the school trying to remember where I kept various binders from the previous Friday. I get to class, and I'm like, ok, stress all gone. NOT! My yogurt thinks it's funny and spits all over me, so now it's in my hair, on my face, etc. Brianna Stranges brought in 200 lids, and the class in all contributed another 200. So I was like hey, ok. Of couse, stupid second period is up to 1900!!!!! So when we were coming close to first, or at least staying in second, we got surpased by lets say...a lot. So no special breakfast for us. Then I had AP, as if that isn't a day ruin-er by default. But when our group went up to present, we got hammered, and made complete idiots of ourselves. I went to seminar, Caitlin, Krystal and I complained about people and their dumbness, which put me in a further bad mood. French is french, it sucks all the time. Science was so painfully boring, I really don't give a damn about what a stupid "e" under a microscope looks like, and I sure as hell don't want to draw it. I got coffee with Mariah during fifth, that made it a little better, but then math. Ugh. Band was lame. Didn't want to play, although it really helps me vent my anger. I went with Caitlin to the soccer meeting, I'm really excited and I hope it works out, but I definitly have some major conflicts...That was my day, it was pretty bad. But whatever, hopefully tomorrow will be better.
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
8:44 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
So when did Sunday become the busiest day of the week? Wasn't orrigionally meant to be a day of rest? Well not this weekend anyways. Today I got up, went across the stree to my neighbor's house to take care of their pets while their in Florida. That took a good half an hour. Then I went home, and waited around for my dad to get ready, because I really had to get to the library. So we leave at about 1, and get their 1:15. I only had 15 minutes of research time, because we had to leave at 1:30 for the Sullivan's house cuz I had a lesson. So we drive all the way up to Golden, I have a lesson, then we drive back to the library, cuz I had to get this assignment done. We get there, most of the encyclopedias are gone since so many kids from our class were there doing the same assignment. Well, I finally finish, get home, an go to the neighbor's again. As I'm getting to their garage, someone pulls up in a white Ford into the Cope's driveway, I thought it was them, since they have a white ford. Then I look a little closer, and it's an old man, and I'm like "Hmm, he's just turing around." But he's looking at me all strange. Then I realize, Sullivan, in his white trash. I just kinda roll my eyes and Ryan runs up to the Cope's door. He get's out, and we're shouting at each other from like 30 feet. "Hi Ellie!" "...Hey Sullivan." "I didn't know you lived here." "Yup, CJ and Glen too." "Really...." "Ya, but this isn't my house, I live on the corner over there, I'm house sitting." "Oh, well, that's nice." "Mhmm...well, bye." "BYE!" So now the Old Bald Man knows where I live. And I found it a little funny that I had just gotten back from his house not more than 2 hours before. Heh.
Well, I spent the remainder of the day finishing that stupid AP thing, and then playing hippie. I wrote about leaves. WTF? Who gives a damn about leaves. Friggin transcendentalists that's who. Ah well. Whatever.
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
5:31 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
I just went to see Happy Feet and it is by far the best animated movie I have seen in the longest time. The idea of dancing penguins is probably so amusing, you know you love the movie even before you see it. The penguins, especially the babys, were so adorable, you just wanted to pick them up and cuddle them all day. The entire movie though, was one of those "Awwww" movie, both sad and "How cuuuuuuute." It was a super sad film too, basically the gist of it is: a penguin, whose egg is dropped early on, ends up with hyperactive feet, and isn't able to sing, like "all penguins should do! Else it's not penguin!". So the dancing penguin is kicked out from the group, because he's blamed for the declining fish population. He voyages out to prove the "ailens" (humans), which becomes an ironic joke since some of Mumble's penquin buddies have mexican voices, are actually taking the fish. The people by the way, are all real, not animated, which is just amusing. Ya, but it's a really super cute movie, and you all should see it!
K, well that's all I have now, ttyl! Except...while watching the previes...I SAW THE HARRY POTTER TRAILER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FREAKING PSYCHED I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
10:11 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Lately I've been feeling all lonely and moody and low self-esteemy (Hey, I had to continue the parallelism with the "ly"s) and I don't know why. I used to be this happy go lucky girl who didn't give a damn about what other people thought, but now I can't go anywhere with out someone by my side, because I feel like I'm a loser and alone. Lately I've come to hate my clothes with a passion, I freak like it's such a huge deal that all I wear is tee shirts and jeans, and I wanna completely get a new wardrobe. This morning I almost lost it trying to find something to wear because I own about three longsleve shirts, and if I wore a short sleve shirt, it would mean I would need to wear a hoodie all day too, which I'm sick of doing. Plus one of the 3 L/s shirts is way too big, but I ended up wearing it anyways, along with a hoodie. Lately I feel like I look boring and like I have no style. And my hair, holy crap. I get up 15 minutes before I have to leave, and so I have no time to do anything with my hair. It's either pulled back or straight. That's it. Please help!!!!! I need to get over this stupid low self esteem crap, cuz it's just annoying, and I don't want to be one of those girls who relies on what other people say to dictate my life!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
11:01 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
My god people piss me off sometimes. But this is not the place for that....unfortunately. Anyways, my weekend has consisted of nothing, basically. Yesterday I went to my aunt Carol's house cuz my cousin is in town. We kept giving him a bunch of crap because he's registered republican and is from California. The rest of our family consistes of a ton of democrats. So it got a little interesting hehe. The other thing is, he is a Canadian citizen too, so we're all jelous that he could just up and leave the country if it gets too messy, hehe. After dinner, which was good, I just couldn't eat it, my family and I went to the movies. It didn't start for another hour after we got there so we walked around and browsed that kitchen store in Belmar cuz my mom likes it, I found a bunch of knives I wanted to stab people with...calm. Ok. Then we all walked to Belmar, Hannah informed me that Brooke was there, but I never saw her. I got a new hoodie, since I am the hoodie queen. Well, then we saw Man of the Year. It was pretty damn hilarious, and the saddest part, all of this stuff is coming from a guy who normally made his living by jokeing about politicians. But seriously, if we had a president who had a personality and views like him, it would be amazing. But all in all, it was an excellent movie, 4.6837284616259 stars!!
Today all I did was lounge around and do homework. Whee! The amazing thing, I was actually done with it all by 10:30!!! Yay for Ellie being proactive!! Anyways, now I have to go, I just thought I would post since no one else does, lol. Bye!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
10:54 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Wow, today was sort of insane. But I love Wednesdays, better than any other day of the week. But this morning was some what crazy, in the car on the way to school, we took my sister and her carpool person, and it totally reinstated the awe I have because of how inconsiderate she can be. The whole senario was funny, but still...by the end of the year, I know Mitch will have gone crazy, so once again, I feel I should apologise, hehe. So I got to school, and had to run around like a mad woman trying to talk to all my teachers about all the stuff I missed Friday and Monday when I was gone. Holy cow, I am so far behind! It's nuts. But this is what ticked me off the most: I'm going to see Ms. Tamburello to she how she would like me to make up the whole Reconstruction project. I stand there patiently until she finishes talking with Mrs. Piper and Ms. Starman. When she is finished, I say "How would you like me to make up the stuff I missed Friday and Monday?" She just kind of looks at me, then rolls her eyes and sighs. (In a really snooty tone) "Uhh, I don't know. I'll have to...think about it. I mean, if you can think of anything, let me know and I'll...consider it." I have to admit, I was sort of taken aback by all of this. I know our period seriously pissed her off yesterday, but she can't blame it all on me and take it out on me. I can't help it I had freaking surgery the day of her oh so important project. I was basically just pissed with the way she kinda treated me. At least I didn't just assume that I was excused from it and I took the responsibility to come in and talk to her about it, I'm willing to make it up if she lets me know how! Whatever, she'll have to get over it, I'm not gonna worry about it. I did my part and went to talk to her.
There are some other things that have me all worked up today:
1) Is the whole election, speciffically the Ref. I/Amend. 43 I only wanted the first to pass, and the second to fail because I feel like as people in general, we have no right to say who someone can be with. I don't care who someone is with in their own bedroom, just let it alone, accept, love, move on!
2) People and their lack of respect and intollerance of other peoples' personalities and feelings. Keep the PDA out of the hallways and little friendship groups. It's gross, no one wants to see you swap spit and crap like that. Go make childern some place other than the school. People need to be able to walk through the halls, you are a fire hazard! Also, quit worring so much about other people and their habits/personalities. Put on a happy face, and suck it up. You can complain about it all you want later, but learn to get along, my god. It's highschool people!
Ok. Breath deep! I'm calm now. Now I have to go bake cookies for Haley cuz I left my music at home today and I feel really bad. Bye!
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
5:26 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Hey guys, sorry it's been a while. On Friday I got my wisdom teeth pulled, and ever since I've been a little out of it. They me gave all kinds of crazy drugs, that laughing gas stuff + oxygen, I was high on life, lemme tell ya. Then they stuck a needle in my arm, I donno how long it was, they had me all strapped down, so I couldn't look. Well, I think I passed out pretty quick after that, and I stayed asleep for a long time. I remember though, I woke up near the end, and I thought they were trying to break my jaw (not really) But I couldn't move or talk, so I got a little freaked, but I was so loopy I kinda went to sleep again, lol. Then I woke up again, and some lady is pushing me into a wheel chair, I'm all "ZzzzZZZzzzzZZ." Then they pushed me out to my car, and by that time, my thinking portion of my brain was all alert and I realized I'm being pushed around in a while chair with giant wads of gause in my mouth, so I can't even close it, and I'm sure my eyes are going everywhere to make me look like I'm totally mentally retarded who has elephantitis in the cheeks. But I was like, screw this, I don't care, I'm going to sleep.
When I got home, I kinda flopped onto the couch and dozed again, I could barely move, my face was still shoved full of gauze, and I couldn't feel anything from my ears to my chin basically. Absent mindely, I cut my lip really bad pinching it to see if I could feel it... My mom went and got me a ton of food, and I was really hungry, but I couldn't eat cuz I couldn't feel my lips or my tounge. I was kinda glad my mom didn't have a camera, cuz the video would have been labeled "Ellie relearns to eat" I seriously was trying to eat apple sauce, but it got all over my face, it was sad. You know how babys manage to get food all around their mouth? Well that's what I looked like. I played lego starwars for a while, Ben is my hero for allowing me to keep that game this long. Then I fell asleep. I also day dreamed a lot, cuz sometimes I couldn't actually go to sleep cuz the TV would be too loud or whatever, and I just layed there and thought to myself. It was nice.
Yesterday was the same, only the feeling in my face came back, thank god. It was so annoying! But with the feeling came the pain...xP. They gave me these pills, generic vicadin or w/e, and I didn't know they would make me drowsy, so I was like, it's been 24 hours! Why the hell am I so damn tired still?! Lol, and today was the same again.
Well, my face is all poofy now, and I'm not coming to school tomorrow, cuz my mom is nice, at least for now, xD. I'm just not ready to face public...heh. Well, cya'lls later.
LE
Ellie spilt her mind at:
5:44 PM