Lately I've been feeling all lonely and moody and low self-esteemy (Hey, I had to continue the parallelism with the "ly"s) and I don't know why. I used to be this happy go lucky girl who didn't give a damn about what other people thought, but now I can't go anywhere with out someone by my side, because I feel like I'm a loser and alone. Lately I've come to hate my clothes with a passion, I freak like it's such a huge deal that all I wear is tee shirts and jeans, and I wanna completely get a new wardrobe. This morning I almost lost it trying to find something to wear because I own about three longsleve shirts, and if I wore a short sleve shirt, it would mean I would need to wear a hoodie all day too, which I'm sick of doing. Plus one of the 3 L/s shirts is way too big, but I ended up wearing it anyways, along with a hoodie. Lately I feel like I look boring and like I have no style. And my hair, holy crap. I get up 15 minutes before I have to leave, and so I have no time to do anything with my hair. It's either pulled back or straight. That's it. Please help!!!!! I need to get over this stupid low self esteem crap, cuz it's just annoying, and I don't want to be one of those girls who relies on what other people say to dictate my life!
LE
