So I was going to go paintballing today with Sangkuk and Mitch, and some other kids, but I couldn't, and I didn't want to intrude on their pit gathering. Although, I thought it would have been loads of fun, I've always wanted to go, so when my dad told me no (30 min. before I would have had to meet them) I was kinda dissapointed. I had to stay home all day...and it sucked hardcore.
My entire family is fighting. It's really annoying, because here's how it played out. The cell phone thing....well, it really blew up in my face. I thought she would get in trouble for losing it, but I really didn't expect to be immidiately blamed for it. So when we had the dumb "family meeting" today, Hannah got away with taking the DVDs, because now I don't get to keep mine in my room, but she still gets to keep hers...wtf? Then my parents told me I had to give back the phone or else basically. I played dumb and acted like I didn't know what they were talking about, and put on this whole show. Here's why, yes I took, well...hid the phone, but I put it in a place where if someone looked, they would find it, and that would be the end of it. I acted like I didn't know where it was because I was really angry that when I asked politely if my mom would tell Hannah to stay the fuck out of my room, and to stop taking crap, she wouldn't. But as soon as something of Hannah's is missing, it's automatically my fault. No one even bothered to look for it at all, they just blamed me. That's why I got pissed and was screaming I didn't know where it was. Because if I truly didn't do it, I would have been screwed because a) nothing about my DVDs would have happened at all, and she would have completely gotten away with it, and b) if she lost it on her own, I would have been blamed and both my computer and my cell would have been taken away forever. So you can see why I was pissed about them jumping to conclusions like that when they had to real legitimate reason to accuse me of that. And now we have the rule that if someone complains, both of us get in trouble. So basically, if one of us wanted to, depending on the punishment, accuse the other person, and then they would automatically be in trouble. Or that person who did something would be able to get away with it completely, because the other person wouldn't be able to say, hey, something is wrong here with out getting grounded. Messed up yes?? However, I have to say, that if she dares to pull shit like that, I swear to god she'll be breathing from a fucking tube, if she's breathing at all.
So that whole episode pissed me off, and ruined the rest of the day completely for me. I haven't really said words to anyone in over 12 hours, and it's really annoying. I was totally emotional all day too, which sucks cuz I hate it when I'm like that, it's embarassing, and I don't like to be that sappy. Plus the smallest of things would upset me. You'd swear I was PMSing, but I wasn't, which was the worst part of it, I had nothing to blame it on. So basically, I feel like crap, and I live in a mad house where the little sibling gets all the pity and support, prolly cuz my dad was the youngest and got beaten up by his brother, but I wouldn't be surprised as to why, he can be such a complete jack ass. Don't think I could really blame my uncle.
Ok, well, I appologise if the language offened any of you. I'll move off of this stuff, since I whine about it so much. But when I can't scream at them, I have to put it somewhere so I don't go grab a cross bow and shoot them all.
Marching band updates:
Last Saturday was Pomona. It wasn't bad, we took seventh. The food was really good in between though. But the overwhelming scent that area has is pretty gross. There were some pretty annoying people behind us when we were watching the prelims of some bands, never give children air horns and balloons at a public event please.
Regionals was the following monday. Holy shiz it was cold! Really quite miserable, I froze, to say the least. But we won, of course.
Yesterday was the Friendship Cup...whooo. No one had ever been to it, lol. Our first run was decent, and we broke 80, coming in third for prelims. We had a break for lunch, and went to country buffet. *puke* ya, I really don't want to go there ever again. Or eat cheesecake or ketchup again either. Which is sad, my favorite dessert, and my favorite condiment. It was pretty funny when the lady clearing our plates called Sangkuk a girl though, and it was a totally innocent mistake too! Really amusing. Our finals preformance though, omg, it was totally amazing! Best show I've done, and I could seriously say I did good, with out going, uhhhh, yeah, it wasn't too shabby, how bout you? We went up over 4 points, and took second, with best visual and colorgard. Yay rams. We are also, as of this point, two points ahead of Rampart's regionals scores!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we still have one more week to go. Well, here's hopein'
My grandpa is in the hospital :( I felt bad cuz I didn't wanna go down there, cuz hospitals freak me out, but at least he didn't look all sick and stuff, like he did yesterday apparently. And it was prolly a good thing my aunt and uncle came too, otherwise it would have been pretty hostile in that room.
K, well, it's really late, I'm tired and angry, and just wanna forget today, so good night. Sleep tight.
LE
