Ok, there are....maybe six people I am not completely pissed at or annoyed with in some way. Basically, if you want to know, those of you (wow, a resounding two!) who read/comment regularly on this blog + Angie, I'm not mad at you. The fact that you read has nothing to do with it though, it just so happens I'm not mad at you. Mostly I am angry with my sister, big surprise there, but she has pushed me over the edge. She came into my room, and stole half of my DVDs. I went downstairs over the weekend to look for them, found about the same number she took, but they were all different movies too, brought them to my room, came home last night, those were gone. The ironic/hypoctritical things? A few of them were movies she bought for me, and, because some of the movies belonged to "everyone", it was not O.K. for me to keep them in my room. To fix this problem, she hides them from everyone in her room. I am down to my wits end trying to deal with her coming into my room, taking my stuff, and either ruining it, not returning it, or leaving it in some random place. I mean, if you are gonna take my shit, wouldn't you think to return it to the exact place you found it in so I wouldn't know? It seems however this concept has failed her.
The other person I am really angry with is my mom. I have asked her time and time again to talk to Hannah about respecting my stuff. I did this only because I was sick of getting yelled at for picking fights and telling her myself not to do the crap she does. However, not once did she talk to her. So today, I was screaming at my mom, and asked her once more, rather rudely, to talk to her. She said no, she wouldn't when I was treating her this way. I have come to the conclusion that I have absolutely no respect in my own house. Everything I own I guess belongs to my sister, since my parents are not willing to do anything about it. I'm not alowed to take matters into my own hands, but when I ask nicely, I don't get results either. Something is fucked up here. So I'm not speaking to my mom, thinking of stealing all of Hannah's DVD's in her room until she gives me mine, and returns the ones everyone owns to a place where everyone can access them. I turned of her cell phone and hid it though, so she won't be able to find it. That will be fun to hear my parents scream at her all morning, yes?
There are also numerous people at school I see on a regular basis that are driving me up a wall too. I'm really getting tired of hearing people complain they don't have boyfriends, that our marching show isn't what it was last year at regionals, sick of Amelie being a bitch to people, and for the love of God, quit touching me unless I either ask you to, or have told you I don't mind. (In total again, there are two people. They are different than the ones previously mentioned). Leave me the hell alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Unless you are the first two people, then, since I am not mad at you, I'll talk and be normal with you. Sorry for my cryptic mind, I guess seeing as it's my blog I should be alowed to say exactly who it is I am mad at, and who I'm not. But, I don't want to be mad at people, I don't want to cause drama, because it's the most annoying thing ever, and since I have FP, the extreme of this will die down soon.
Whatever.
LE
