__The Gal__

NAME:LE
 AGE:16
 SCHOOL:GMHS
__The Wishlist__
1) A Dr. Pepper
2) A CD player for my car, Williard Douglass
3) Sleep

__The Favs__
Books : Catcher in the Rye
Movies: The Notebook, Harry Potter series
Teachers: Mr. Sullivan!!
Quote : "Who ever said 'Nothing is impossible.' has never tried slamming a revolving door"

__The Songs__
#1 Song: Hands Down
Artist: Dashboard Confessional
#2 Song: Chasing Cars
Artist: Snow Patrol
#3 Song: Chariot
Artist: Gavin DeGraw

__The Links__
__The Friends__
__The Memories__

Juliana copyright.
__The Chats__


melody rampage

Wednesday, April 27, 2005



Rain!! Yes, rain! I love it so. But rain can have weird effects on me. Makes me need lithium very badly (In case I haven't explained what that means before, Angie told me when I called her in Grand Junction, that when certain things are extracted from lithium, it makes a cure or a remedy for bipolarism.). Luckily the candles I lit help soothe me. I have been thinking a lot about what I want in my life. Not long term things, I mean, I've been thinking about that, but more like what I want in life right now. I've had to change my mind many times, and I'm still not sure of exactly what I want. And with my mood swings, it's been particularly difficult. I think the clouds have something to do with this, my mood swings that is. When it's cloudy but not raining, I feel like the clouds are smothering me. When it is raining, I feel mostly calm warm, and relaxed, but that smothering feeling comes back when the rain stops for a little while. Then it goes away again. But don't worry, as soon as the clouds clear up, I'm really happy again. If I can dance outside and make a fool out of my self, then I'm good. ^_^

Today I had that field trip for the special people. It was fun, nothing too exciting. Here's what happened:
1. Left school in the middle of reading.
2. Drove to Boulder and watched Back to the Future (a VERY odd movie)
3. Arrived at the planitarium at CU
4. Looked around in planitarium, and saw show thing
5. Walked to the Engineering part of campus and ate lunch in the courtyard
6. Played with all the cool things in the...one building (I can't remember what it was called)
7. Got back on the bus, talked with Amy about cute house we want to get if we both go to CU and about our cousins and friends and their bfs/gfs
8. Arrived at Celestial Seasonings and took tour (the tour was really long, it would take forever just to describe it like I'm describing the trip itself)
9. Sampled tea in the tour lobby, watched Kelly eat soooooooooo much sugar.
10. Amy and I sat outside in the little herb garden and sucked on "lemon balm" and some mint leaves and got the idea to make candles with it XD
11. Got back on the buses, headed back to school and finished watching Back to the Future

So that was our day, and it was way better then school! And I don't have school tomorrow or Friday. Woot!! Leah prolly will come over tomorrow for our applehead doll story, and I'm gonna go shopping to for the Simi Formal next Friday!! The theme is black and white, but I kinda want to wear a black skirt and a colorful spring halter. But first I have to find it! ^_^ I'm pretty phyched, and I'm not sure why, but I think it will be really fun. Plus, I get my braces off the day before!!!!! So I'll look better with out these wire evils that have been in my mouth for two years!!! I'm so excited! K, well, I have to go. Byebye!

LE :D


Ellie spilt her mind at: 6:30 PM